life is a boring matter when ones losing attitude and character. Ones need to have target in life and able to work hard running to it. easily, one can get weak and thrown from present place. no one could escape but one needs to be strong and come back and spring to a better and more joyfull present.
sometimes, perhaps, in general, one might derail from the main objective or target in life. this is normal for human being who is bumping up and down following the side track of life and relationships. get up and start again. be focus and be good in what ever set back that approching.